I always thought of myself as a "circle of life" pet owner - you have pets that you love, take care of, and eventually they grow old and die.  It's perfectly natural, even though it's sad.

This time I lost 2 pets at once and they were likely killed by coyotes.  Talk about the circle of life!

Sometimes I'm so mad at the coyotes I would strangle them if they walked up to me.  Other times I hope the coyotes are making their way in the city.  And I can also spend time wondering if there is a way to alert my neighbors.

But I miss my cats.  I miss having someone to talk to and take care of, and I miss their love and attention.  I've been depressed, of course, and feel too overwhelmed to be very creative.  Every day gets a little easier.

I can't even imagine how hard it will be to lose a family member or friend, although the loss of my cats is teaching me alot about relationships without regrets.

Boo and Cleo - thanks for everything.  I miss you!